Circles are the perfect shape
To describe the hearts of man As soon as he finds it near him It leaves and comes back again While I was searching for a feeling You were searching for me. ~Circles by the Towr's I find it extremely difficult to break bad habits. Sometimes I feel like no matter what I do, relapse is inevitable. I have talked on this platform before about health, laziness, and self-image. All of these are areas I am trying to improve upon. Yet, lately I've felt like I am taking one step forward and two steps back. When I begin to feel this way it's easy to trigger a domino effect of negative self talk and doubt. But even in the midst of this spiral, I find hope. I find hope because I'm not beating myself for quite as long. I find hope because maybe that last time I was able to combat the negativity just a bit better. Maybe this time I remembered that the people who love me don't talk to me negatively. More importantly, God isn't rude to His children in the bible, disciplinary yes, but not hurtful. So shouldn't I speak to myself similarly? With love? Then the domino's stop falling and the spiral quits dizzying me. Then, I'm ok. Where once a bout with myself could press pause on life for a few days, now I have hope. I can take my moment and move on. It's not the smoothest ride, but it's getting smoother.
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